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[not_fragile]

This is Nica, leave a message here and I'll get back to you as soon as I can!

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Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

...Why?

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

Solar storms where we need to go.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

Well, at least it's just November, right?

[Might be getting a little antsy with January getting closer.]

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

Yeah. Any later, I'd be waiting.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

Thanks. I'm worried enough right now with people leaving at random. Come December, I'll probably be clingy as shit.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

I'm not worried about that.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

Even if I get more annoying? I know I've been bitchy, especially on the last love board.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

I'm not worried about it. If you want me to do the loveboard for a while, I can. Posting, I mean.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

That...might be best. I thought I could handle it, but clearly not. My emotions are going freaking everywhere right now, but lately to the side of pissed as hell.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

It's not a problem.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

No, it is. It is a problem, Harry.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

Doing the loveboard, I mean. What do you want to do about the rest.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

I don't know. It's just like...my body's out to prove Lydia right and I can't control any of it. I hate not having control over something as simple as my own emotions.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

Maybe you should talk to Martha about it. Maybe she can help.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

And here's where my pride kicks in. I've already gone to her with so much...isn't some of this supposed to be instinct or something?

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

I think something like this might qualify as a medical issue.

[ Since now he's concerned about things like PPD, for later. ]

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

[That gives her pause.]

Medical? Like...?

[She refused to even think he meant what it sounded like.]

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

Hormone imbalance, maybe? Which is't bad but something you might want to talk to her about.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

[Biting her lip, she nodded.] I'll go to the clinic this weekend.

I'm sorry, Harry. So sorry. You don't need any of this.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

There's nothing to be sorry about.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

It just feels like I keep messing things up somehow.

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

You're not messing up.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

Feels like it. It scares me, you know? What if my sister was right and I'm no good for Seth?

Re: 10/9

[intrinsicrandom]

You're going to be a good mother, Nica.

Re: 10/9

[not_fragile]

Fuck, I hope you're right... I don't want to be my mom. She tried, she really did, but looking back I can see a lot that she missed the mark on.

I never want Seth to make that realization.