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This is Nica, leave a message here and I'll get back to you as soon as I can!

Doing the loveboard, I mean. What do you want to do about the rest.

I don't know. It's just like...my body's out to prove Lydia right and I can't control any of it. I hate not having control over something as simple as my own emotions.

Maybe you should talk to Martha about it. Maybe she can help.

And here's where my pride kicks in. I've already gone to her with so much...isn't some of this supposed to be instinct or something?

I think something like this might qualify as a medical issue.

[ Since now he's concerned about things like PPD, for later. ]

[That gives her pause.]

Medical? Like...?

[She refused to even think he meant what it sounded like.]

Hormone imbalance, maybe? Which is't bad but something you might want to talk to her about.

[Biting her lip, she nodded.] I'll go to the clinic this weekend.

I'm sorry, Harry. So sorry. You don't need any of this.

There's nothing to be sorry about.

It just feels like I keep messing things up somehow.

You're not messing up.

Feels like it. It scares me, you know? What if my sister was right and I'm no good for Seth?

You're going to be a good mother, Nica.

Fuck, I hope you're right... I don't want to be my mom. She tried, she really did, but looking back I can see a lot that she missed the mark on.

I never want Seth to make that realization.

We know what not to do. You'll be okay.

Now me, who knows.

Pfft. You'll be fine. You had a semi-normal childhood, I don't doubt you'll be a natural.

I grew up in a witch-house. That's hardly normal.

And Seth has a good chance of being a witch. This would be his normal.

Yeah, I suppose he does.

[Chuckling, she put her face in her hands.]

We're gonna get through this together, aren't we? [They both had their insecurities, they just had to remember to keep the other calm.]

I think we will.

I'm glad you're not leaving for your trip yet. I want you here after I go to the clinic.

Of course I'll be here.

I know. I think I'd be more worried if you'd already left though...it's stupid, but it always feels like nothing will be that bad if I can talk to you about it after.

You know we can talk when I'm on my trip. There's interspatial communication.

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